HI BLOG! I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING YOU SINCE FORVER.

TODAY I HAVE A SUDDEN URGE TO TYPE SO I THOUGHT THE BEST WAY IS TO UPDATE YA! WOOT WOOTS!!!!!

PROBABLY NO ONE WILL READ THIS SINCE THEY KNOW ITS DEAD BUT WHATEVER LET'S START....

YAYAYAYAYAYAY! HAREM PANTS ARE PROBABLY THE CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD.HOTNESS! I MEAN, OF COURSE, AFTER BIG BANG BUT STILL.

COMME DE GARCONS JUST RELEASED A LIMITED EDITION LINE OF BEATLES T SHIRT!!!!

HOLLA! I'M LOVING THE ONE I BOUGHT-BIG POLKA DOTS WITH OUTSTANDING GREEN APPLE AND 'THE BEATLES' WRITTEN ON IT. BELOW 'THE BEATLES' IT WRITES comme de garcons REAL TINY.

HOW CUTE IS THAT?!

HAREM PANTS+COMMEDEGARCONS T SHIRT= FASHION FORWARD:D

HAHAHAH:) OH NOT FORGETTING GRAY BALENCIAGA 'CITY' BAG

WOOTS WOOTS

WOW THIS SOUNDS SO MUCH LIKE A HYPER FASHION BLOG WITH CAPS.

SORRY! I HAVE BEEN SO OBSESSED WITH CAPS, THEY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE EDITORS OF MARIE CLAIRE MAGAZINE IN NYC, TALITA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CUTE CUTE CUTE!

OHHH, BANG EM'!

SHIT! SANJAY'S BDAE IS IN LIKE 5 DAYS AND I HAVEN'T BOUGHT HIM A PREZZIE. BALLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE LOVES CAPS AND SNEAKERS!!!! FLAT CAPS AND HIGH TOP SNEAKERS ANYONE KNOWS WHERE TO GET EM'?

A LIL BB STYLE, THEIR HIS FASHION IDOLS. HIP-HOP-ISH IS WHAT HE'S FOR:)

OH YEAH I FORGOT NO ONE READS THIS DEAD BLOG. NVM I SHOULD START KEEPING MY EYES WIDE FOR THOSE NY FLAT CAPS.

-WEAR MY SUNGLASSES AT NIGHT STILL 100.100-

-SD LOOKS NERD WITH THESE GLASSES. I LOOK COOL IN THEM.*BREAK LENSES OFF* OK NOW I LOOK NERD.-

SMAC IS BACK TO DOMINATE Y'ALL!!!!!!!!! YAYAYAY! MY LOVE FOR MAC HAS RETURNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT NOW I DON'T KNOW WHICH ONE I LIKE BETTER...

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5th august

wait? you mean blogger.com updated their settings? why is my new post thingy so different from the old one. is it just me or is the old one better than this one? i think this one is too wide and spaced out. yucks!
anyways, i just wanted to say that FINALLY the melissa-hui xuan issue is solved! phew. that is a load off my mind, the other one that is still dangling there is block test and umm another issue. GRRRRRRR i have so many issues in my life.
the big day is next wednesday 5th august the same day as Geog and math and LA blocks right? i really don't understand geog. lucily i managed to convince the teacher who has been teaching me since like FROEVER to teach me agriculture. haha she is like a dancer and she is like in her 50s but still really really fashionable. she looks like she is only 40 sum. love you auntie leanne!!!! even though she kinda used to scold us like shit in P. school

another problem is of course a problem in school. like, i mean i just realise that the only other person who i can tell my probs to other than HX and yen fei is actually Kylee. I want to tell melissa but she already has her own problems to deal with how can i tell her? i mean i do tell her but the not so serious ones! i can't possibly tell her other things right like the one about Nat? if not she will get upset but anyways she found out today. oh mel if you read this, don't dump nat because of what other think if you think you have fun when you are with her then just go recess with her don't care about what others think of your relationship with her cos i know how it feels like to be dumped and even though i don't favour nathania alot i don't want her to go through that kinda situation.

gym gym i just really wanna quit!!!! mavis you are such a.... nevamind, you just make such a great captain. and shu xin i mean i don't need you to quit with me it is always your own choice i am just saying that i really want to and that my mum wants me to but if you are fine in that cca then remain there. for me i just don't think i can carry on with this lifestlye. small waist bigger thighs! so damn annoying.

i am wearing an Element T-shirt now. i was planning to walk opposite to jelita to buy something but then my mum just said that she wasn't going out for dinner. brrrr. my ahyi is coming over, i lve my Yi. can go play her DS during my break later. I have not mugged in a while now, still not very used to it. just finished math, gotta do Geog later after dinner,even though i don't get anything. i hope i don't fail my geog.

aiya nathania let me have 1/5 of your knowedge in geog and that is good enough for me. oh boy oh boy. i hope after that lesson tomorrow i might get a little more than nothing now

i have faith in you auntie leanne!!!! you have made me an A* student make me an A1 for geog paper please????

ok bye i have to go study now. oh man jusst thinking of WRC is making my feel like barfing. someody help!!!!!

HAPPY vs. SAD

life is filled with ups and downs at first i was thinking of posting something I thought of posting during tuition just now but then I changed my mind a few minutes ago. At first i wanted to talk about berries and how sour strawberries were and i nearly lost my liking for raspberries but then 3 calls changed my mind. 

talking about berries could have been meaningless except to someone who is as random as me.youknowwhoyouare.haha

love you and always will

even though i believe the situation will turn better

i don't know when

i am probably the person whom you think you feel the most comfortable talking to

i feel the same way too

you're not gouging things from me

you just need to speak

i understand

i do that too

talk

talk 

talk

it is normal to talk

being hated i understand

i don't want to be too

what people write

i don't bother

what people say

i don't wanna listen

what people do behind my back

i don't wana know

that is how our life should be

that is how our TEENAGE life should be

don't all teenagers have this DON'T CARE attitude

time for us to develop one

i also know someone has been writing things about me on her blog

i have eyes and ears everywhere

people tell me

people want me to know

i can't see it but i will know

i act as if i am blind

i act as if i am dumb

but what i really know 

you will be scared

so my darling my darling i am telling you

you are not alone

i am here to stay with you 

people might have said somethings and i might have overheard

but there is no need for you to know as long as i am here

don't be afraid i will be that glimpse of light in the dark

i will be that ink to your pen

i will be that buddy you call upon at night

and i will be that friend you like:)

clean those tears my dear

it is not time to weep

you can come with me as we queue together for wan ton mee(haha)

i know this might sound mushy but it is no lesbiany 

it is just a poem(i think) for a friend in need

you were never a friend you gave the word friend an additional meaning 

you gave it value. 

i have never felt a friendship oh-so strong 

except with you and Joyce( and someone else-can't say who). 

not even with someone who i knew for just too long

thank you to my 2 sworns from NY and that one jie who might soon be from NY too, Gayle Chance.

Thank you to the 3 of you for giving friendship an extra value

but this goes out to you especially it isn't a burden and i wouldn't find fault in it i guess what i have written in this blogpost has explained to you what i really feel:)

i have this T-shirt that says DON'T WORRY, SWIM HAPPY" and there were cute little rubber-duckies swimming in this small inflatable pool haha:)

I am happy today! Actually I am everyday but I am especially happy today. Firstly it is the PSL new thing. like seriously, never knew that she would have me in mind. ME? hope the interview wouldn't be that hard. darn. anyways, gotta be positive right? 

Secondly, because I found something that would cure all my agonies and pains. haha. not that melodramatic just put it that I FOUND KEY TO FREEDOM. alot of people have this freedom but I need the key, that key. just need my mom to agree me buying it from the internet. I mean we can just use paypal there wouldn't be a diff much better than using Visa or A-mex. you would  have to pay by credit  card then. PayPal they will just send the bill to your house I think? idk. but wait then how are you going to pay back? haha.

going out for dinner tonight. gotta celebrate sanjay's victory. YAYE so damn happy for you sanjay. yeah right. WTH? it is like wasting my time when I can be home on my mac (wink face) and tweeting and reading tweets.

stupid. no i am actually kinda happy for him but i don't know what to wear. Anways it will only be in the club's coffee house so i don't really have to dress that nice. should i go in shorts? haha. my dad would totes kill me. anyways, 2 other families ae joining in so can't possibly dress like that. my dad Mr Santa Claus go and treat them to dinner if Sanjay wins the golf game. 

those 2 boys are Sanjay's good friends so our dads kinda hang out while they train during golf practice and our families are kinda close i guess?

playlist: Dat New New (original)  

I should totally start trying out Garage Band and then make a tune. super physed that Shu Xin said my eyes are like Mac's:) love you jie. ahhhh! C'mon. and then SOMEBODY had to be all like "ok lah yeah lah yeah lah" don't be such a spoilsport. jkjk. but seriously, don't like it when you do that. haha. 

I was photoboothing just now. oh Dat New New just ended. gonna listen to M.I.A's Paper Planes. ok bye.

Quote of the day" cos all I wanna do is (6 gun shots cashier sound) take your money" haha

w00ts! I am pretty high today! yayes!(?) there was this person who asked me in school yesterday why i am always so high. haha. what? ok neva mind. guess where i went yesterday? oh yeah. Orchard central. yeah i know, pretty cool pretty cool. but it is like so totally new that there was this whole level where no stalld were open at all. Guess that place is kinda more for teens right? so many teenagers yesterday. omg know what I saw? I saw this damn long queue. those idiots were queing for the new Iphone3GS. such douchebags. can't you guys just pre-order or something like i mean firstly you get 1st priority and 2ndly, you don't have to queue overnight. don't you think those people are such dickheads? 

dang it. Sanjay is going to get his Iphone nex week and I have to wait till like  14th august till my contract is over. psst! but nvm, the 1st batch is usually the weakest batch cos the phones will always hang. everything has its downsides right? 

why do you think 13-15 year old girls go out dressing up like their fave korean actresses who are most prob 25 years and older?  it is like girls my age or even up to 16 years old trying to dress like Britney spears or Lindsay Lohan. whores. 

enough on me ranting. ohoh. the 7/8/9 gathering in NYC has started already. wish i could be there. ohboy. so depressed. oh the cool people are going like: davedays,micheal buckley, iamchrisc, kevjumba, happyslip, smosh, vprincess, mitchell davis(epic),shanedawson.

would kill to meet them especially iamchrisc, davedays and kevjumba. sadly, mac couldn't be there. don't know for what reason guess cos chaz is over at his place. 

ok, gotta go help sameer on the butt spray thing to clean his butt. he just took a shit:) haha

quote of the day"jie i finish you can come help clean me now"

michael jackson's memorial

hey michael jackson. i know you are guarding over us through the angel eyes of yours and you are definitely having a hell of a party with god and all wandering souls in heaven. i promise you that i will carry a part of you in whatever. in my ipod,doing charitable deeds. this will be our last goodbye

being sick is really sick

hey! like i don't know how i am actually able to be so enegetic, but hey come on this is just typing.

So, i have extremely severe aching head ache(thats like repetition) and runny nose which so happens to be blocked nose now plus umm a little bit of cough. My eyes are burning for no reason why and I am not going to school tomorrow.

Poor Hui xuan has no one to speak to, i pity you! nope! just kidding but i think i will be back by the following day or maybe i won't go to school for 2 days, idk. So yeah, i guess someone has to help me collect my homework maybe? I think idealy Yuet Ching cos like she lives closest to me, I guess? But yet I don't know if it will be troubling her or anything like that.

okays, lets talk about school! WHY IN THE WORLD HAS RACHEL WU DECIDED TO JOIN GYM? oh i know(raises hands) cos she thinks she cannot lose out to her friends and all that bull crap. (i just made a word up) oh boy, don't worry her arms are like already bigger than mine now so, I guess once she starts developing muscles, she will definitely start to get thigh muscles, calf muscles, arm muscles, and then her muscle mass will increase which will cause her weight to increas by 3x the norm. DOUCHE. 

If I didin't remember wrongly, i think i was skinnier than her before I joined gym. DOUHCE-gym and gym seniors and rachel wu. 

GEEZ! Really trying to think of a way to quit gym man! I really really want to !

I wanna go watch Michael Jackson's memorial but I can only watch in my mom's room since she took out the card from our tv box in the study. darn.

ohman, should i go watch it or not? but it think it is most likely over by now. POOF! 

let's talk about other things like oh great story:

so i was watching strangers 2 and like i couldn't get the story  at first and i had to watch it like twice before i actually undertood. oh man, chaz is weird and he seems to be a guy who gets easily cracked up. ohboy, CHAZ! so like the mask was cute, wondering what it was actually made of, curtains? idk.

oh man oh man, bloppers were so so funny!!!! DANG IT! but like chaz kept cracking up and it was kinda pissing him off. poor thing. and and so random... let's call Kathy. Kathy? haha that was really funny.

ok byes there is no quote for the day

maybe"juicy sweatpants and hoodies are real comfy!" rhymes eh!

ok. bye.