HAPPY vs. SAD

life is filled with ups and downs at first i was thinking of posting something I thought of posting during tuition just now but then I changed my mind a few minutes ago. At first i wanted to talk about berries and how sour strawberries were and i nearly lost my liking for raspberries but then 3 calls changed my mind. 

talking about berries could have been meaningless except to someone who is as random as me.youknowwhoyouare.haha

love you and always will

even though i believe the situation will turn better

i don't know when

i am probably the person whom you think you feel the most comfortable talking to

i feel the same way too

you're not gouging things from me

you just need to speak

i understand

i do that too

talk

talk 

talk

it is normal to talk

being hated i understand

i don't want to be too

what people write

i don't bother

what people say

i don't wanna listen

what people do behind my back

i don't wana know

that is how our life should be

that is how our TEENAGE life should be

don't all teenagers have this DON'T CARE attitude

time for us to develop one

i also know someone has been writing things about me on her blog

i have eyes and ears everywhere

people tell me

people want me to know

i can't see it but i will know

i act as if i am blind

i act as if i am dumb

but what i really know 

you will be scared

so my darling my darling i am telling you

you are not alone

i am here to stay with you 

people might have said somethings and i might have overheard

but there is no need for you to know as long as i am here

don't be afraid i will be that glimpse of light in the dark

i will be that ink to your pen

i will be that buddy you call upon at night

and i will be that friend you like:)

clean those tears my dear

it is not time to weep

you can come with me as we queue together for wan ton mee(haha)

i know this might sound mushy but it is no lesbiany 

it is just a poem(i think) for a friend in need

you were never a friend you gave the word friend an additional meaning 

you gave it value. 

i have never felt a friendship oh-so strong 

except with you and Joyce( and someone else-can't say who). 

not even with someone who i knew for just too long

thank you to my 2 sworns from NY and that one jie who might soon be from NY too, Gayle Chance.

Thank you to the 3 of you for giving friendship an extra value

but this goes out to you especially it isn't a burden and i wouldn't find fault in it i guess what i have written in this blogpost has explained to you what i really feel:)

i have this T-shirt that says DON'T WORRY, SWIM HAPPY" and there were cute little rubber-duckies swimming in this small inflatable pool haha:)