5th august

wait? you mean blogger.com updated their settings? why is my new post thingy so different from the old one. is it just me or is the old one better than this one? i think this one is too wide and spaced out. yucks!
anyways, i just wanted to say that FINALLY the melissa-hui xuan issue is solved! phew. that is a load off my mind, the other one that is still dangling there is block test and umm another issue. GRRRRRRR i have so many issues in my life.
the big day is next wednesday 5th august the same day as Geog and math and LA blocks right? i really don't understand geog. lucily i managed to convince the teacher who has been teaching me since like FROEVER to teach me agriculture. haha she is like a dancer and she is like in her 50s but still really really fashionable. she looks like she is only 40 sum. love you auntie leanne!!!! even though she kinda used to scold us like shit in P. school

another problem is of course a problem in school. like, i mean i just realise that the only other person who i can tell my probs to other than HX and yen fei is actually Kylee. I want to tell melissa but she already has her own problems to deal with how can i tell her? i mean i do tell her but the not so serious ones! i can't possibly tell her other things right like the one about Nat? if not she will get upset but anyways she found out today. oh mel if you read this, don't dump nat because of what other think if you think you have fun when you are with her then just go recess with her don't care about what others think of your relationship with her cos i know how it feels like to be dumped and even though i don't favour nathania alot i don't want her to go through that kinda situation.

gym gym i just really wanna quit!!!! mavis you are such a.... nevamind, you just make such a great captain. and shu xin i mean i don't need you to quit with me it is always your own choice i am just saying that i really want to and that my mum wants me to but if you are fine in that cca then remain there. for me i just don't think i can carry on with this lifestlye. small waist bigger thighs! so damn annoying.

i am wearing an Element T-shirt now. i was planning to walk opposite to jelita to buy something but then my mum just said that she wasn't going out for dinner. brrrr. my ahyi is coming over, i lve my Yi. can go play her DS during my break later. I have not mugged in a while now, still not very used to it. just finished math, gotta do Geog later after dinner,even though i don't get anything. i hope i don't fail my geog.

aiya nathania let me have 1/5 of your knowedge in geog and that is good enough for me. oh boy oh boy. i hope after that lesson tomorrow i might get a little more than nothing now

i have faith in you auntie leanne!!!! you have made me an A* student make me an A1 for geog paper please????

ok bye i have to go study now. oh man jusst thinking of WRC is making my feel like barfing. someody help!!!!!

HAPPY vs. SAD

life is filled with ups and downs at first i was thinking of posting something I thought of posting during tuition just now but then I changed my mind a few minutes ago. At first i wanted to talk about berries and how sour strawberries were and i nearly lost my liking for raspberries but then 3 calls changed my mind. 

talking about berries could have been meaningless except to someone who is as random as me.youknowwhoyouare.haha

love you and always will

even though i believe the situation will turn better

i don't know when

i am probably the person whom you think you feel the most comfortable talking to

i feel the same way too

you're not gouging things from me

you just need to speak

i understand

i do that too

talk

talk 

talk

it is normal to talk

being hated i understand

i don't want to be too

what people write

i don't bother

what people say

i don't wanna listen

what people do behind my back

i don't wana know

that is how our life should be

that is how our TEENAGE life should be

don't all teenagers have this DON'T CARE attitude

time for us to develop one

i also know someone has been writing things about me on her blog

i have eyes and ears everywhere

people tell me

people want me to know

i can't see it but i will know

i act as if i am blind

i act as if i am dumb

but what i really know 

you will be scared

so my darling my darling i am telling you

you are not alone

i am here to stay with you 

people might have said somethings and i might have overheard

but there is no need for you to know as long as i am here

don't be afraid i will be that glimpse of light in the dark

i will be that ink to your pen

i will be that buddy you call upon at night

and i will be that friend you like:)

clean those tears my dear

it is not time to weep

you can come with me as we queue together for wan ton mee(haha)

i know this might sound mushy but it is no lesbiany 

it is just a poem(i think) for a friend in need

you were never a friend you gave the word friend an additional meaning 

you gave it value. 

i have never felt a friendship oh-so strong 

except with you and Joyce( and someone else-can't say who). 

not even with someone who i knew for just too long

thank you to my 2 sworns from NY and that one jie who might soon be from NY too, Gayle Chance.

Thank you to the 3 of you for giving friendship an extra value

but this goes out to you especially it isn't a burden and i wouldn't find fault in it i guess what i have written in this blogpost has explained to you what i really feel:)

i have this T-shirt that says DON'T WORRY, SWIM HAPPY" and there were cute little rubber-duckies swimming in this small inflatable pool haha:)

I am happy today! Actually I am everyday but I am especially happy today. Firstly it is the PSL new thing. like seriously, never knew that she would have me in mind. ME? hope the interview wouldn't be that hard. darn. anyways, gotta be positive right? 

Secondly, because I found something that would cure all my agonies and pains. haha. not that melodramatic just put it that I FOUND KEY TO FREEDOM. alot of people have this freedom but I need the key, that key. just need my mom to agree me buying it from the internet. I mean we can just use paypal there wouldn't be a diff much better than using Visa or A-mex. you would  have to pay by credit  card then. PayPal they will just send the bill to your house I think? idk. but wait then how are you going to pay back? haha.

going out for dinner tonight. gotta celebrate sanjay's victory. YAYE so damn happy for you sanjay. yeah right. WTH? it is like wasting my time when I can be home on my mac (wink face) and tweeting and reading tweets.

stupid. no i am actually kinda happy for him but i don't know what to wear. Anways it will only be in the club's coffee house so i don't really have to dress that nice. should i go in shorts? haha. my dad would totes kill me. anyways, 2 other families ae joining in so can't possibly dress like that. my dad Mr Santa Claus go and treat them to dinner if Sanjay wins the golf game. 

those 2 boys are Sanjay's good friends so our dads kinda hang out while they train during golf practice and our families are kinda close i guess?

playlist: Dat New New (original)  

I should totally start trying out Garage Band and then make a tune. super physed that Shu Xin said my eyes are like Mac's:) love you jie. ahhhh! C'mon. and then SOMEBODY had to be all like "ok lah yeah lah yeah lah" don't be such a spoilsport. jkjk. but seriously, don't like it when you do that. haha. 

I was photoboothing just now. oh Dat New New just ended. gonna listen to M.I.A's Paper Planes. ok bye.

Quote of the day" cos all I wanna do is (6 gun shots cashier sound) take your money" haha

w00ts! I am pretty high today! yayes!(?) there was this person who asked me in school yesterday why i am always so high. haha. what? ok neva mind. guess where i went yesterday? oh yeah. Orchard central. yeah i know, pretty cool pretty cool. but it is like so totally new that there was this whole level where no stalld were open at all. Guess that place is kinda more for teens right? so many teenagers yesterday. omg know what I saw? I saw this damn long queue. those idiots were queing for the new Iphone3GS. such douchebags. can't you guys just pre-order or something like i mean firstly you get 1st priority and 2ndly, you don't have to queue overnight. don't you think those people are such dickheads? 

dang it. Sanjay is going to get his Iphone nex week and I have to wait till like  14th august till my contract is over. psst! but nvm, the 1st batch is usually the weakest batch cos the phones will always hang. everything has its downsides right? 

why do you think 13-15 year old girls go out dressing up like their fave korean actresses who are most prob 25 years and older?  it is like girls my age or even up to 16 years old trying to dress like Britney spears or Lindsay Lohan. whores. 

enough on me ranting. ohoh. the 7/8/9 gathering in NYC has started already. wish i could be there. ohboy. so depressed. oh the cool people are going like: davedays,micheal buckley, iamchrisc, kevjumba, happyslip, smosh, vprincess, mitchell davis(epic),shanedawson.

would kill to meet them especially iamchrisc, davedays and kevjumba. sadly, mac couldn't be there. don't know for what reason guess cos chaz is over at his place. 

ok, gotta go help sameer on the butt spray thing to clean his butt. he just took a shit:) haha

quote of the day"jie i finish you can come help clean me now"

michael jackson's memorial

hey michael jackson. i know you are guarding over us through the angel eyes of yours and you are definitely having a hell of a party with god and all wandering souls in heaven. i promise you that i will carry a part of you in whatever. in my ipod,doing charitable deeds. this will be our last goodbye

being sick is really sick

hey! like i don't know how i am actually able to be so enegetic, but hey come on this is just typing.

So, i have extremely severe aching head ache(thats like repetition) and runny nose which so happens to be blocked nose now plus umm a little bit of cough. My eyes are burning for no reason why and I am not going to school tomorrow.

Poor Hui xuan has no one to speak to, i pity you! nope! just kidding but i think i will be back by the following day or maybe i won't go to school for 2 days, idk. So yeah, i guess someone has to help me collect my homework maybe? I think idealy Yuet Ching cos like she lives closest to me, I guess? But yet I don't know if it will be troubling her or anything like that.

okays, lets talk about school! WHY IN THE WORLD HAS RACHEL WU DECIDED TO JOIN GYM? oh i know(raises hands) cos she thinks she cannot lose out to her friends and all that bull crap. (i just made a word up) oh boy, don't worry her arms are like already bigger than mine now so, I guess once she starts developing muscles, she will definitely start to get thigh muscles, calf muscles, arm muscles, and then her muscle mass will increase which will cause her weight to increas by 3x the norm. DOUCHE. 

If I didin't remember wrongly, i think i was skinnier than her before I joined gym. DOUHCE-gym and gym seniors and rachel wu. 

GEEZ! Really trying to think of a way to quit gym man! I really really want to !

I wanna go watch Michael Jackson's memorial but I can only watch in my mom's room since she took out the card from our tv box in the study. darn.

ohman, should i go watch it or not? but it think it is most likely over by now. POOF! 

let's talk about other things like oh great story:

so i was watching strangers 2 and like i couldn't get the story  at first and i had to watch it like twice before i actually undertood. oh man, chaz is weird and he seems to be a guy who gets easily cracked up. ohboy, CHAZ! so like the mask was cute, wondering what it was actually made of, curtains? idk.

oh man oh man, bloppers were so so funny!!!! DANG IT! but like chaz kept cracking up and it was kinda pissing him off. poor thing. and and so random... let's call Kathy. Kathy? haha that was really funny.

ok byes there is no quote for the day

maybe"juicy sweatpants and hoodies are real comfy!" rhymes eh!

ok. bye. 

being sick is really sick

harsh words might get the mesage across but at the same time gets you feeling guilty.

UH OH 

water is good for you, clears toxic in your body:) that's why i am drinking it now.

guess what? has anyone ever had chicken nuggets with mashed potato? i know right. like seriously? weird. but i went with my parents to this restaurant some french place i think? yeah and like i don't eat steak and all and the only kids thingy they had was chicken nuggets with fries and a small portion of the adults vegetarian spaghetti but i hate my greens! so i settled for fries with nuggets but i changed my fries to mashed potatoes. yummy!

like it was so so weird. but i enjoyed it accompanied with tomato juice. i was really full after the tomato juice and all but i decided to get ben and jerry's ice cream since it was just around the corner. sweet cookies and cream that was one funny incident with my dad being mr einstein. alright let's not get into that. 

man, you you you make my life swirl. is that the only topic we converse about? is that the only thing that bonds us? cos if it is,  i would rather not talk about it and just go into normal topics. 

don't know if you have ever felt that way, i mean i love you (as a friend) and all but things like these just get to me sometimes.not too sure if she only comes to me cos she wants to get info out from me but love her anyways:)

"swore that i'd..." those were lyrics to a new song.want it? haha can't get it yet cos it ain't on itunes and that means it wouldn't be playing on radios too! suck it!3

copycat or (un)coolie?

hey. how was your day? mine was enjoyable:) pretty fun.

the wriggle really made me laugh i mean are you trying to copy me to mix with me or do you think i am cooler than you that's why you want to learn my style? idk. but you act so weirdly like you laugh so loudly and like idk. you're funny. i mean what is up with the dance move oh and GOUCHE? wtf? what in the world? i thought you were the first person i told other than the people who read my blog, that douche,douchebag,dbag,douchenozzle and dou-che bag were copyrighted? and just beacause those were copyrighted you changed the D to a G? screw you. those were my words(kinda) and you just...

NVM, that just plainly goes to show that you have no originality and  no style. YOU ARE LOSER. do you say that just to piss me off or are you trying to copy me thinking that it will be cool cos no one else in school says douche(i think?). HELLO!! man, you piss me off. both the gouche and the dance move, i showed it to you not because i wanted you to copy me k? i showed it to you guys so that you could see. BTW, the dance is so not it like everyone can do that dance move,oh wait it isn't even called a DANCE move. you do that when your shoulders ache. you dick. and no offence but your taste in guys really suck. i mean that joshia person, seriously? like seriously? that guy? hot? haha not too sure about whether he is the nerdiest in class but he is so NOT on the hot-guy list in class. both of you are dicks. sad to say so when you give birth to your children,please name them

gouche

gouchebag

gbag

since you like to use it so much and 

since you don't read my blog it is good so that people who do read my blog will know all about your doings

i feel like you are trying to compare with me all the time and you are trying to match up but i do know that some stuff you said were false just that i said nothing about it to you

very well then, will still treat you normally. as a gouchebag:)

quote of the day"let's do the wriggle"

I wish to get closer to you

I wish I could

I wish 

however.

It's sad that you cannot see it

It's sad that you don't really know.

It's sad that I can't join you

It's sad that you don't really care(?)

I guess now due to H1N1 we will be sitting at the same table

but not for long

I guess after all this we will not have recess together

I guess this isn't very obvious to you.

We don't necessarily have to be close in class 

We don't necessarily have to eat together

We don't necessarily have to tell each other secrets

We don't necessarily have to do all the unnecessaries

We just have to be close at heart

We just have to share feelings with each other

We just have to tell our problems when there is no other suitable person

We just have to share our crushes and hates

We just have to share what we feel like

Seeing you being so close to them makes we wish i was there too

Seeing you tell them things makes me wish i am the one listening to what you have to say

Seeing you tell them your secrets makes me wish I was the one keeping those secrets for you

When you are down you tell me

When I am pissed I tell you

When you cannot tell anyone else you probs

you tell me

COS I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU!

alright that was just like the corniest and mushiest poem i ever wrote. OW! i just dropped my laptop charger on my toe. mutha f-er. oh gosh!!! i jist fell in love with Mac's laugh. It is so hilarious. Like really really funny. And talking about him, I had like this seriously bad dream about him last night which made me doubt my dream...

So, it was like we were kinda in the woods or something right. (and yes i am talking about my dream,if you didn't know about it already. no.whatever.it's alright) and then like he only invited Chaz,Kandyce and me. but kandyce totally did not look like kandyce in my dream...she looked like some woman who was 5 years older thant him or something. this shows that my brain is not very taleneted in the artistic area. haha. 

anyways, so it was only like the 4 of us and we were eating so happily and all. then, we started roasting marshmallows(why do i always talk about marsh?). after a while, he and Kandyce said that they would take a stroll and all. they started holding hands!!!! ARGHHHH! like, seriously?oh man my heart just sank cos i thought he invited me cos he liked me! and then, he actually walked away with Kandyce.

hais. but dreams are dreams. nightmares are nightmares. sometimes dreams come true if you are a good girl. and nightmares come true if you do something bad. but kandyce already has a boyfriend in real life, he has like real long hair that touches his shoulders and she loves him alot! the relationship thing between mac and her is just a joke and all. they were just being teased by friends. lol. but Kandyce is so so sweet and i wish both her and anthony the best in their relationship cos they look really cute tgether.

oh boy, i gotta go eat my cupcake my mum bought today for me. 

TTYL.

quote of the day"livelavalive" I NEED POT AND COCCAINE!!! kiddin. never do drugs young ones:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)::):):):):):):):):):):)):) mutated smileys;-) 

jizz in my pants

dumb:Jizz in my pants. what the hell does that mean? 

dumber:idk. why ask me you moron. 

dumb:no like you are the dumb one you don't even know it. 

dumber:uh huh (pauses to realise that he does not know it) but..but at least i heard about it. dumb:you dbag

dumber:watever.douche nozzle

dumb:yeah. bitch

dumber:can you go now? please. hannah montana starts in like 3 minutes

dumb:why? i wanna watch hannah montana too

dumber:but that is like my alone time (weeps)....with ...with her

dumb:alright dont be a baby

dumber:just go please.

dumb:dick.

dumber:douche nozzle.

dumb:you already said that

dumber:so? go go! hannah montana's theme song is playing in like 10 seconds

sorry that was dumb but it is a story about 2 retarded teenage boys around the age of 16 or so and yes they are twins and yes i made up this story. WASN'T IT SO HECKING AWESOME?! hells yeah.  no actually this is a copyright infigminted story on how the word (BEEP) came about sorry i can't tell you the word it is copyrighted. it isnt a bad word or anything but it is copyrighted:)))

if there were any of you guys who were like looking forward to my thanx to my friends and all but i'm so sorry. i don't really plan to do it anymore cos like i have so many people to thank and all. i will do it just not anytime soon. alright now....

bye bitches (william sledd's famous line-actually it is hey bitches and yes he is gay)

people i have to thank for making what my life is (part 2)

hey guys so i promised you a part 2 to this sequel right? alright here it is. I will be touching on friends so this should be a long one

FRIENDS

heya!!!!!!! I got a 3OH3 shirt! holler! that was so gay.

no i was juz kiddin. man i miss some of my friends and the rest i wish i won't see them no more. omg. just now, like i was tring to do marshmallow bunny and all like where you stuff as many marshmallows into your mouth as possible. no i was just munching on one marshmallow in my mouth and i decided to watch this something which is called SCARLET TAKES A TUMBLE. So i clicked 0n it and as i clicked on it i put the marshmallow in my mouth. so it was about a minute long and the funny part was coming soon. i didn't watch it before but i heard from this someone that it was hilarious. ok so the funy part came where she fell off the table. omg like i watched for repeatedly 4 times or so. was it funny? HELLS YEAH! like ok so this black woman was singing and all in her room and she is like obese and all. you know black people are really fat, right? yeah so she was like so extremely passionate while she was singing she sorta like stood up on her small tea table.PAUSE. when i watched till there i thought the table was gonna break already cos she was like MASSIVE and all. BUT she has got one hell of a durable table.it actually didn't break then she was singing oh so passionately imagining that small little table to be her stage. she took a step forward not knowing that THE DAMN TABLE WAS SMALLER THAN HER ASS  and .....

what happened?

i don't know

you can ask me

or

go find out yourself!

TEEHEE ballers!

p.s i felt like such a dick laughing at her. i'm such a meanie but i can't help it:)

p.s.s there is one special person i want to show this video to cos there will be an addition so she is special for the rest go find out!

PEACEOUT ballers!

thanx to those who have made my life what it is today...

AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH! Did I have like the best day of my life today? NO! But close to that... Firstly, I was at Raffles City today to look for a hobo and CDs. We went to Billabong and wanted to look for hoodie. Guess whatt I spotted? OMG!!!!! FREAKING ELEMENT CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!( i would type in the f-word if i could) OMGOMGOMGOMG! it reminded of mac and i want sanjay to dress like that but the clothes are like too big. that is like the first thing and then later we went to find CDs right? and i found Lines Vines and Trying Times! Ahhhh! The day it was released in the states we got it! PWNED! ohohoh and I got WANT! AWESOMERY! Really made my day. Now I gotta thank a couple(?) of people.

THANX TO:

household
-my parents for a life, love and everything else
-my grandparents for being oh-so loving
-sanjay(2nd brother) for being my model and experiment whom i dress up to look like cool people (teen boys- not singaporean ones they suck)
-sameer(youngest brother) for always beating Sanjay up when i need him to and for listening to my music all the time, listening to songs that kids my age don't even know
-my aunt(mum's younger sis) for always lending me her DS when I am bored and always updating me on the latest games(she sounds real childish huh)
-chloe my cousin(my aunt's daughter) for being a little annoying when she talks too much yet really sweet when she is silent
-my uncle(aunt's hubby) for cracking Sanjay and I up all the time
-my uncle and aunty( dad's elder brother/ business partner and his wife) for always buying me expensive stuff
-Dev my cousin(my uncle's eldest son) for being so tall(6.0 feet 180 cm) and all so that everytime we go out he looks like our bodyguard(juz kiddin)
-Priya my cousin(my uncle's daughter) for being such a baller! Cos first off she has her own band and she plays the drums is learning how to play the guitar and she is a school netball player. Such a baller right!
-Akshay my cousin(my uncle's youngest son) for always telling my brother and I weird stories and being such a comedian
-my maids for getting my stuff everytime even though they are just like one cupboard away and all

Alright guys this is Section 1 of my thanx and all the next section will be touching on the topic of friends.
Quote for the day: Girl scout cookie bitch girl!

I am doing my geography project on monday. I think it is gonna be fun, it will be fun, i want it to be fun. i don;t know if it will be or not but we will see. If things get awkward and the ambience is weird I will still have my music and my phone and my videos and my ipod and my money and so many places to shop at. But I would really really wanna watch WTCC's videos on that day. Sadly, I don' know how to use the download manager thingy. I really wanna download them from my computer into my ipod and handphone. It is already in the computer but not yet in my ipod or hp.

If things get weird on that day, I will:

-play with my fingers

-bring up a fun topic

-buy ice-cream

-think about mac

-think about element and their clothes

-think about my life in the states

-think about funny jokes

-imagine my future with mac( lalala, i see cute gorgeous babies)

-think about planning my work

-splurge my money on clothes i like that i don't get to buy in front of my parents( tsk, i won't splurge!)

-call up my lovely jie and mei

-talk to my saravanian mate about the saravanians and new addditons (:

-lastly, think about saravanians and benedict(ben-a-dick) and the nipple suit aronn kwok and malay movie guy keong and pilait

things i fear about on that day:

-yen fei's mum will be with us throughout the whole day

-yen fei's mum will want her to go home in between the timing sessions(really scared cos what will i do by myself)

-her mama wouldn't allow her to walk around orchard

-her mama will come all of a sudden and be with us the whole day

-shops will not be open until really late

-count wrongly

-get hit by a car

ok ok, i was joking about getting hit by a car, but umm you know if you dont see me in school you would most likely know the reason right?

p.s mac mac mac mac mac is hot!!!!!!!!! Taylor lautner has freaking 8 PACKS! and and  and I love 3oh!3(T-tell your boyfriend if he says hes got beef,That I'm a vegetarian and I ain't f***ing scared of him.) love them.

p.s.s my cuz saw lady gaga in her extremely long limo today. omg if we just left the house a little later we would have seen her too. firstly, my cuz's family and my family was meeting up for lunch at paragon cos my uncle and dad had guests in town so we were eating at Crystal Jade Golden Palace and then my cuz was late. She said she saw ladygaga in her limo driving up orchard. AHHHHH! anyways not that big a fan....my dad likes pokerface!

p.s.s.s CHANGE by Daniel Merriweather is really good! if you guys were nice you should wish my gd luck for monday, thanx anyways!

see.ya.again. douchenozzles(copyrighted-fine $3)

Geog project

I seriously don't know what will happen during the geog project and all... should I like confront her or something? I mean we are talking but there is still a wall blocking us and I feel it. I actually would like to have a sleepover the night before and stuff so that we wouldn't be rushing the next morning at 8 something. Don't know if her mummy will allow. We still have yet to settle the place yet. Arghhhh! 

to meilssa: hey melissa, dont know when you will be reading this but HEY! SIA it actually means improving on all your past SIAs and improvise upon the comments that she wrote. Then compile them all together as in like you know binding and stuff yeah like that.(sorry my explanation might not be too clear)

OH OH OH! Joycee is sleeping over! I miss her so much so so much! We can go hang out and talk about her sweetheart Nick Jonas(she LOVES him, way beyond love). Haha. She doesn;t know i have a blog but if she read this she would definitely kill me for telling the world(even though she makes it very obvious herself)

The both of us were like best buds and we still are. We used to like the same thing: Jobros, the american entertainment world, ANTM, and all other stuff....I don't know but she was the best best friend I have ever had so far. We even planned out future together. 

TEEHEE!

I really hope to clear the misunderstanding with Yen fei the day before our geog project so that we can hang out well the next day, I hope the sleepover will help. but that is if her mom agrees!

ALRIGHTIE! It is like extremely late now and I have piano lessons tomorrow.

gottago sleep now.

peaceout homedogs!

I don't know. But can you guys stop bossing me around? I have a mind of my own and I really think you guys think you are like the best because you were either in gym sabbaticals or you were put with Li Hong. Sorry to say, but you guys have seriously pissed me off big time. You might not have wanted to do that beacause I am not a very nice person to mess with. I might not seem like that but if anyone starts pissing me off BIG TIME like you guys, you will not be too excited. I do have back-up and I will start bitching about you guys everywhere plus I will turn into my nasty self which really sucks. Only words to describe it would be : HELL. Sorry but you guys are freaking b**ches and I hate it when you guys try to show off or tell me " Oh you did this wrongly" and stuff like " umm sonia get ready cos you are next" . I don;t believe you have the right to tell me, ok? I am not blind I know when to go out there and start jumping and I know when my turn is I am not dumb. You think you are very PRO in fact you are not. your F-ing long hair always gets in the way when you are jumping and I just really really hate you!!!!! So much! I want to apologize for saying this but I don't think you are worth my apology. 

You MOTHER F-ING BITCH

enough of me bitching about, I really hope my words did not offend anyone reading this post or IF anyone reads this post cos yeah i am just expressing my anger towards someone.

you better watch out yunmei

hols. hols. hols.

First off... the hols are here!!!!!!! WOOTS! Geez am i happy, one whole month to finish up homework oh and coming to think of it i have not borrowed the books from the school library yet. NVM, I hate chinese. Can't we just learn one language like all the americans, the only learn english. Sometimes, they will take spanish or mexican as their second language but that is so so lucky. Hais. Anyways, Saravanians rule and I am glad I can finally talk about this to someone over the lunch table without being afraid whether she will get annoyed cos she loves to talk about it too. ok, this is getting really boring my brother is swimming now so i suppose  i will go watch more youtube videos.

WasteTimeChaingCars!!!!!!!!

we gotta meet up sometime during the hols, k? Don't even dare to dream about how my Geog project might turn out like---not able to take the bus around.

woah. Today was such a hard day, I mean i got to bond with my mei and my jie (the closest sworns of mine) but it somehow felt like my close relationship with Yen Fei ended just there today. I mean i think we both have to apologize to each other and all but i think she should really apologize first cos she was the one who said insulting things first. the story goes like this...

So, in the beginning of school I came to school and all and yen fei was like so super moody and stuff. Like she has always been like this since the model discussion and the beginning of May. It gets so super annoying! Like when I enter class, Hui Xuan will scream Sonia! and Melissa will be like Saravan. and everyone will say hello and everything but she will be there playing with her phone and all and then I have to say hello first. What the hell is this crap? Like I will not put up with this any longer. Stop being so moody and everything. Can you be more like melissa and hui xuan, more out going and less mature?

yesterday, I was like calling her like siao cos i needed her terribly and then i was really pissed. I mean if you can't answer at least tell the person by sms right? But, she can like only sms after everything and i had to think off a reason myself. Thank god LJ was online and she helped me. So I just told her that I WAS  pissed. WAS. so obviously, miss grumpy could not take it right so she went with Mignon. and i went with HX

 omg this is like a super long rant but i will continue when i come back from telling my mom about what happened. she read like the 1st sentence of this post i think. Whatever. 

peaceout. homedogs.

oh to-you-know-who, some people say you have been copying my style so please stop they say it is obvious. I am the only who has this style in class soi suggest you dont try copy it. Everone is different. B URSELF!

wooooooooooooooooots to kevjumba!

Ok, I am basically freaking out over Kevjumba. His videos are so atrociously funny and he is hot(i think, maybe). ok yes!!!! He is like the only small-eyed asian dude that i find hot! no lh, some small-eyed dudes are hot too but i don't like shorties!

Kevjumba is the bomb, he PWNs Nigahiga. ohoh and I had my milo mcflurry today with LiJia. Good recommendation. oh and before i go I want to apologise to huixuan and melissa sorry we didn't communicate alot today maybe will be as little for the whole week but i will try mt best to talk to you guys! omg, i cannot live without watching kevjumba gonna go back and watch all his videos that  i have already watched again. BTW, WasteTimeChasingCars is hot as well! He is more of a cute hot guy! Argh! you tube youtubeyoutube! 

--not jacking off though. C'mon, I'm Sonia! I get the real thing(pow!) --

CSM, saravan and kevjumba

Today's combined sports meet was so so so fun! I found my retarded godbrother like why the hell was he wearing a jacket on a freaking scorching wednesday? Hais. thought that yen fei would find him hot with her taste in studious boys but apparently she didn't. I had a really fun time with my jie melissa! hey saravan, bye saravan, saravan your hair grow already? dang. fun fun fun i tell you. stupid chinese outline to do. 1000 words! wth is wrong with wang lao shi loh?! just get jessica, bin hui and jing wen to write and we're cool why do we need to write, huh? sigh.sigh. my poor mei fell today during relay but i was so proud of her. Then there was my jie melissa, she thought she slowed down the class but she was so super damn good lah!too bad i couldn't see Amy run. Cheer up guys, you were like way beyond awesome! 2nd!!!!! 110! woots)  

Oh and if i forgot to mention. Do you guys know how much I love kevjumba??????????? OMG! I am so addicted to him,  he got that thang going on. He is just super super funny. ryan is funny, but he is childish and smosh might sometimes be quite dumb too but kevjumba he is just f.u.n.n.y. FUNNY! I want to meet him so badly! I am so crushing on him. yen fei likes ABC guys. this guy might be ABC but he is MINE! (scroll down for more)

kiddin lah! I love love love his videos and maybe he is kinda cute and maybe there was a period of time when i was crushing on him but when i meant i love him i meant the videos and HIM means VIDEOS. check him out on youtube and subscribe to him!!!! he is really the bomb. oh oh and don't forget to subscribe to JumbaFund it is his alternate channel where the money goes to charity. like when you subscribe,you have to click the subscribe button so for every single person who subscribes, money will be donated. you don't have to fork out any money just have to subscribe and money will go to the jumba fund where kevin will then pass the money he earned for charity to a certain charity org. Isn't he awesome? I want him to be my elder brother. Sorry, I am a little retarded and wack in the head but anyways gotta go do that 100o words crappy dumbass stuff. peace out.

halerm globetrotters and shoutouts!

Shoutouts to the awesome-est people in my 'friends circle'

Kit lea--thanx for being so nice and loving all the time you are the best bestie anyone can ever have!

joycee--we share so many things in common like similar liking for JB(whoots) and ANTM (hve you watched the latest ep. OMG! u noe who won? i was kinda happy with the results) and music! you have always been there for me and i never wanna lose you cos i dont noe what my world would turn out like without cha!!!

huixuan(mei)--you have been such a great listening ear and someone who is able to share the same thoughts as me! you are the best MEI  so far. I will be there for you as well:)

yen fei(mei)--thanx for being such a great best friends this year, we might have ha some misunderstandings but we will get through it. Thanx for sharing my joy and my tears and thanx for the art corrections!

melissa(jie)--thanx for being so peaceful and loving and always calming me down.you are seriously guai lah

li jia(jie)--thanx for being sparstic! lol, kiddin. you are really fun to be around with and we should go to aileen's house again some time

mignon(jie)--now, what should i say? oh yeah, thanx for thinking i am special and commenting on me (positive comments). it really makes my day to hear what you have to say. i really get that sisterly feeling around you 

shu xin(jie)--i feel like crying everytime i see or hear your name. what people have been doing to you and what you have to put up with. don't worry, gym time is counselling and remember that you got me to make you feel stronger! BESTIES! thanx for the card again! really really sweet of ya.

HALERM GLOBETROTTERS....wht can i say!? They blew me away with their stunts and i shall post on that another time once i get my pictures uploaded on the computer....

peace out y'all!

don't hurt them. just don't.

Reply to yen: you might have found out about what i wrote about you in this blog. If you have been offended then i am sorry cos i don't intend to hurt anyone's feelings in this blog. The whole purpose of this log is mainly about expressing my thoughts when i have nobody to run to. But on the other hand, i hope you realize that your actions might have hurt people's feelings indirectly. I mean i am not stopping you from being really close to shuyan and valerie cos i know that you feel left out sometimes cos i am very close to my mei (SHOUTOUT TO HUI XUAN ) yea. so i am not stopping ya in anyway. but it just feels weird like in this case you are extremely close to them whereas i am only so-so with them. But with hui xuan, I am extremely close with her and you are also quite close to her maybe about 80% of how close i am to her. so our situations are different in a way. During FPS, i am really pissed off that you guys keep doing it when i have something on or when i am not free why can't we just do it during some king of recess or something?! it really gets on me!  And like sometimes, you  kinda act cute i am it is not pissing me off ar anything but you make me get goosebumps and i think i am saying this on behalf of some people. but i am not pisse when you do that,k? just get the goosebumps:) Said my fill if there is anything you want to clarify you can write it on your blog or tell me in school...

someone said something hurtful today, it might not have something to do with me but don't jump to conclusions just because you don't like that person. and just because you feel that the rest are nicer to you, you take their side. you don't even know who has been causing who misery. (playtheguessinggameguys, dont wanna reveal people) 

they might gang up against you and they might be saying bad things

they might have been hurting your feelings but...

don't worry cos you got me. 

I love you jie! I will forever be there for you no matter what. nothing is gonna come our way and i will make up to you someday. sorry about today, had freaking french lessons. next monday maybe? arrange during*ahem* time!

i have another post coming up in about 2 minutes and that is gonna e a lively one! 

hit me real bad. halo.

it hit me bad. real bad. she might be wearing a halo now and all her worries in her past life has faded and she left them there at the HDB block in bishan. what is my cousin going through now, I don' know. I really hope i can pay her a visit or something to cheer her up. imagine something happening to like hui xuan or melissa like i would be as devastated as my cousin is now. That girl was as close to her as the latter were to me. freak! how can that happen!!!! I know her, I have seen her before in my cousin' house. I just wanna let m cousin know that I <3>

Peace out holmies and enjoy your day.

CORRUPTED CORRUTION can it get any better than this?

So many uncoming things happened in this week. First it was when yen fei did not send me the details for our so-called date on monday. Then, in school today you were showing me your keychains and stuff and even photocoying the picture you guys took together at nailprints.Excuse me? You could show anybody exxcept for you"best friend" who you "did not" invite. Nice job with the excuse btw. Like how it was Vesak day and like how i did not want to go to Great World. That day we went to Great World and it was boring because we weren't allowed access into the arcade and hello? vesak day was on Saturday, you silly! I guess this would be the first time i am pissed at you. But i deserve to.